
Student:
Why is it that we are only able to focus our attention so briefly in meditation?
It
happens so quickly that the thought stream gets occupied with something else,
and I only notice this sometimes after a long period of time. Does there exist a
method to enable one to keep the focus in the moment?
Jivanjili:
Here
are several focus techniques. It is important to get skilful guidance while
practicing meditation. Never make it a rigid practice, practice whole-heartedly.
Breathing
The
art is to time after time, when you notice that you are distracted, bring your
attention back to your breathing. It demands training, practice, discipline. The
word ‘disciple’ (student) comes from discipline. One becomes skilful in
something by practicing. You are
well practiced in paying a lot of attention to considering the contents of your
thoughts. Now you should pay full attention to your breathing in the moment, in
every second. When you notice that you “went astray” again, bring your
attention back to your breathing. Be alert to the moment that you want to stand
up or walk away, or how attractive the thought stream seems to be…and go back
to your breathing.
The
deeper the breathing is, the more tranquil the thinking appears. Observe this:
when you are thinking chaotically, your breathing is also going faster and
becomes shallower; these all go together. This is an immediate indication that
genuine silence is linked with neutrality.
Keep
observing. What happens when you stay relaxed from abdominal respiration, and
observe the thought stream coming and going like trains passing through a
central station without stepping into any of them? It is not
that your thoughts are stopped. Thoughts are thought, food is digested,
the bloodstream is circulating, and the heart is beating. It just happens’
without evaluation or control. Thinking loses its meaning, it carries no weight.
This
truly demands practice.
Zazen
Zen
knows a technique where one sits in front of an empty wall. This technique is
called Zazen, or sitting in Zen. I can tell you that myriads of things can
appear on that wall, complete movies! But it is a clear reflection of thinking.
By observing that the images are coming and going, by only paying attention to
the in- and out breathing, the in- and out breathing, eventually it becomes
quieter, quieter. Slowly, slowly the identification with the images loosens like
old glue that doesn’t want to stick anymore, and it becomes quieter and
stiller, less busy and less hectic. A moment comes when you do not pay attention
to the movie anymore; it has lost its power. We could say that the mind is
still. You also could say: I rest in peace, in emptiness, in the silence that
permeates all the appearances, neutral, free and clear.
Counting
There
also is a focus technique in Zen that is called “counting from hundred to
zero.” You will not reach ninety-eight without getting distracted by your
thoughts! And then you restart again at hundred. And then you make it to
ninety-nine and you restart at hundred.
Eighty-eight,
eighty- seven, eighty-six, eighty-five, eighty-four….
It
seems like the thinking-knot gives up eventually. What happens is that you do
not feed the content of the thinking, and something you don’t feed doesn’t
grow. It withers a bit, like it would say: “Well, she does not pay attention
to me anyhow.” It becomes quieter.
These
are some focus-techniques. They are so simple and so deep. One assistance of
this kind, one key like this, if consistently applied, is enough to come home.
Trust
the keys that are handed out and start using them; they open doors that reveal
your True Nature.
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